• March 6, 2018 9:27pm

If I had a choice between omniscience or omnipotence, I would go with the all knowing bit. I choose obtaining ultimate knowledge over anything, really. Day by day I survive through the subtle voices talking in my head and pointing at things my eyes didn’t quite catch as my focus hones in onto a person or incident.

I pray to be ignorant I pray to receive life at face value but the truth is I know; more than i feel need be necessary in life that is. Sometimes I see I’m too considerate. Psychologically and emotionally…my presence and my speech cause others to tread lightly around me and it saddens me. But truly my dream or shall I say desire is to enlighten others and to connect; not to lecture or bully. I hope nobody thinks I’m a bully. I’m not sad at all; I’m quite the contrary and being chatty is a symptom of this mindset.

All knowing…. and charismatic! Yes, that’s it. That’s all I would ever need.