Journal Entry
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I’m doing that thing again where I tweet a million things all at once because I feel like no one is listening. Thus leads me to make a post on this account explaining my existential crisis. So yeah, I’m back to square one on this race to feeling good enough -again. I know it’s not… Read more
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It is the times I feel so defeated and inevitably depleted of any form of comfort left in me to look up and say ‘I forgive you’. Because these are also the times I feel broken from the knives that pierce me; you know the ones that lay ready set between the hollow lines of… Read more
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When you begin to learn who a person is, you should always start with the sad truths. Of course, when you are meeting someone for the first time that may seem a bit rash because this is a complete stranger and why on earth would you want to start on the wrong foot, thus making… Read more
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If I had a choice between omniscience or omnipotence, I would go with the all knowing bit. I choose obtaining ultimate knowledge over anything, really. Day by day I survive through the subtle voices talking in my head and pointing at things my eyes didn’t quite catch as my focus hones in onto a person… Read more
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Ain’t it just crazy how the world paints people who are passionate? They paint us mad and absurd, or psychotic with a pinch of lunacy…and for what? Because i know what i want? I really am tired of it….I’m tired of people calling me dramatic and extra when I’m just being me in my most… Read more
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All I remember from my last period was that it was excruciatingly painful and I was alone and pretty much neglected. This time doesn’t feel much different. It’s my little fucking hell. Cheers for the anxiety that will return and cheers to the loneliness that has no face. Read more
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Music is so peculiar to me; how it transports you to a specific time and place in your life that is forever attached to this rhythm and sound. Even in times that I feel music resurfaces long and forgotten memories that I no longer wish to hold, it brings a sense of closure to me… Read more
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Care isn’t about a half ass sorry. It isn’t about compensating for the sake of the tension in the room. Care is respect. Care is being aware and always considering others before you. Love should be unconditional but never loose. It is a bond shared and a conscious kept. Do you know what a partnership… Read more
Letters I Never Meant to Write 